Those Pheremones are Some Powerful Stuff

Deana and I met because we lived in the same college dorm. The TV room was near to my own room, so it was fairly easy to arrange an accidental meeting when she came down to watch. Turns out she liked Star Trek, so guess what… I like Star Trek, too! After a few days it turned into a thing. We’d meet after dinner in the TV room to watch Star Trek, flirt harmlessly, and be teenagers (She was a Good Girl so the hanky panky didn’t start until much later). As a side note, it’s funny to look back and see how chaste and reserved our coutship was. We’d chat and laugh and stare deeply into each other’s eyes… and then go separately back to our own rooms. We talked like Modern, Mature Adults but acted like Rob and Laura Petrie. It’s really just cute.

My recollection of those evenings is mostly about her, but I remember genuinely liking Star Trek as well. A bit over the top, sure, but all in good fun.

Anyway, fast forward twenty years and three kids. Upon seeing that G4 is running the old Star Treks, we decided to watch an episode for nostaliga’s sake. By coincidence, it was The City on the Edge of Forever. That’s one of the good ones, and it won various awards for writing. So we opened some wine and watched. You can’t go home again.

Wow, what a stinker. Community theater quality. The cast blame typecasting for carreer troubles, but I think that the truth both is sadder and simpler: later casting directors had seen the show. It’s really hard to believe that any of them ever worked again. Shatner has to be physically restrained from chewing on the sets. That famous, hazy Kirk-POV whenever he looks at a woman really just makes it seem like he needs glasses.

Seriously, it looks like a bad fan film. Did I really used to like this? I remember other things I liked back then, so the only conclusion I can come to is that the show has received a halo from it’s association with The Girl.

This is kind of the same experience I had watching some old home video taken when Deana was pregnant with our youngest. I took the videos, and I clearly remember thinking how great she looked that day. Curvy and ripe and appealing. Not only was she incredibly sexy, but pregnancy itself was magical. Needless to say, I was a bit surprised upon watching the videos to see that she looked about as sexy as a tug boat. Watching the video, with years separating me from her emotions and her powerful chemistry, I have the same reaction that I do when I see any hugely pregnant woman I’m not married to: I think, “Poor thing, that looks uncomfortable”. Pretty much the opposite of sexy.

Man, those pheremones are some powerful stuff.

2 thoughts on “Those Pheremones are Some Powerful Stuff”

  1. Can you please post the Deanna video so we could all pass judgement on whether she really did resemble a tug boat? Please?

  2. Hahaha… I will agree with you to some degree.

    Biology does win over us.. I tend to ignore it better than most, but I am aware of it.. and well, I am really annoyed by biology most of the time.

    I see people I love go out of their way to cause seperation between us when they continue to use their pheremones and intake my smells as well.. causing what? More attachment in memory.

    Soo.. we are left with this divine feeling of attachment that really goes noplace because one or both of the people in the relationship are not wiling to give in to their biology any more.

    When I made the mistake to give in.. I was crushed.. because she only gave in until I was away from her.. and that sucks… even then, there was no full giving in to them.. as she said things in opposition to how she acted.. thus I knew she wanted me but was not willing to say it and thus I felt the physical methods were not fair or cautios… soo..

    Man those pheremones are some powerful stuff, when you let them get to you.

    When I see a pregnant woman, I smile and feel good inside. 🙂

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